Hi! I'm Ciel~ A weird colony of atoms plotting for world domination. I'm a french audhd guy who's constantly dissociating into a world of fictional men and firm tits.If you speak a french language, just pronounce "Ciel" like you would in french, otherwise you're good if you just pronounce it "Seal".Whenever I like a character, he needs to be paired with an oc of mine.I mainly enjoy mlm gay relationships, I don't really think about the rest.I'm an ultimate yapper when it comes to things I like, and this yapping doubles up when it's about my ocs. Seriously, I do not shut up. Run away while you still can.I have my own universe with worlds and a ton of lore and characters!!! This universe is Kyonari, and it's full of deities and different magic systems, the worlds in this universe are : Erkhedya, Melkeveien and Aureus Oprah!!I'm a serial gayer, and mostly pull for male characters in gachas.I love love looove animals

i use pet names and can appear rather affectionate or flirty - however please keep in mind that I am in no way trying to get in your pants. It's my sense of humor. I take some time to use it as I test the waters, but if I ever overstep and make you uncomfortable with that humor just tell me!i love talking to ppl in vc but I'm am obnoxious and awkward. also i have vocal stims.i might and will make you repeat yourself a lot due to my poor attention span and bad auditory processing.i have rejection sensitive dysphoria : social settings make me feel quite paranoid because I am convinced i mess up whatever I say. i might bug you for reassurance once in a while especially after a vc or a random interaction where I had the misfortune to misinterpret an emoji or somethinglowkey i'm not bright and i struggle to pick up cues and jokes tend to get way over my head so there will be moments where i ask for clarificationsi have hyperacusis and misophonia.i'm very selective when it comes to interacting about interests/fandomsi'm very sex and kink-positive and overall i'm not judgemental like at all. i of course don't condone obvious problematic stuff.

don't play guessing games with me and i'm not a fan of beating around the bush. if you've got something to say then say it or at least block me.don't sexualize me. sussy jokes are fine if we're friends. you are however free to sexualize my adult ocs for as long as said character isn't ace or sex-repulsed.no drama. like none. like oooooh my god i don't have that kinda time or energy rn i'm gonna be soooo for real.don't start genderwars, shipwars or anything that ends with wars.If we both like the same character, or if we happen to both have an oc shipped with said character, don't plot a war against me. It's a FICTIONAL character. They bring me joy, they bring you joy, there's no gatekeeping around. If you start pulling a "I like them more than you do" shit I'm just going to stop talking to you lmao... like who gives you the right to believe you're more legitimate than anybody else.no, you can't get free art unless i stated that i take requests. don't ask me. however if we're friends please bother me.don't be a dick, making fun of people's interests isn't pretty.avoid tease/mockery humor if we're not close enough, this is not going to come across the way you wanted it to.

i'm not interested in arguing about the legitimacy or problematics involving specific kinks. like i genuinely don't care.targeted statuses are childish.no rape, epstein jokes or anything of that calliber. this is of putrid taste and you should be ashamed.I get it!!! My online name is ciel like that one kid from black butler!! no i didn't name myself after him and by the way he sucks. i do not enjoy being compared to shotacon material all day thank you.same topic, avoid making jokes about my name at all. it's not that it triggers me because it doesn't, but you think you're being so funny and original but believe me when I say you're not the first one who came up with the black butler or maitre gims joke. it's just rather tiring.i'm not your info/rant/oc/vent dump. i have a life and i am my own person. I am more than happy to read or listen to whatever my friends are on about, but unless we're like very very close do not just start spamming me unprompted. you're maximizing your chances of me not responding or just saying "nice" "oh, cool" or anything of that variant because i'm just way too overwhelmed for this.not your therapist. i'm happy to listen to friends who are going through it but at the end of the day it's best for you and for me that you seek actual professional help at some point.

'^GAMES'
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genshin impact - honkai:star rail - sky: children of the light
- pokémon - hollow knight - cookie run kingdom - reverse: 1999 - fnaf -
disco elysium - monster hunter + stories - skyrim - baldur's gate 3 - devil may cry - red dead redemption 2 - flight rising - ace attorney - ib -
arknights endfield - love/infinity nikki - yume nikki - the witch house - witch's heart - baba is you - faust alptraum - sol trigger - kingdom hearts - slime rancher - cuphead - the last guardian - undertale - don't starve - omega strikers - animal crossing - rusty lake - mouthwashing - afk journey - punishing: gray raven - honkai impact 3rd - the wolf among us - palia

'^SHOWS'
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monster high
marble hornets
the dragon prince
barbie movies
coraline
what's new scooby-doo
arcane
queen's gambit
house m.d
sherlock bbc
lucifer
the office us
downton abbey
joshua parker (fr)
breaking bad
better call saul
orange is the new black
blood of zeus
lotr/the hobbit

'^ANIME'
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FMAB
Trigun
steins gate
gachiakuta
soul eater
shugo chara
beastars
devilman crybaby
promare
akame ga kill
sailor moon
death note
code geass
hellsing (2001 + ultimate)

'^MUSIC'
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aurora
sub urban
starset
fake type
powerwolf
imagine dragons
grandson
gorillaz
lady gaga
dance gavin dance
adam jensen

'^{ADD ME}'
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gshn UID (eu) : 726426321
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hsr UID (eu) : 703868495
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hsr UID (na) : (placeholder)
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wuwa UID (eu) : 605188852
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zzz UID (eu) : 1505706129
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arknights endfield UID (eu&na) : (placeholder)
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CRK (hollyberry) : aureusopra°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°°'^{THINGS I NEED TO GET INTO SOON I PROMISE}'

^{(the underlined ones are those i've been into but my memories are so ass it don't count)}
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castlevania
bleach
one piece
naruto
final fantasy
kingdom hearts
disgaea
bayonetta
the world ends with you
tales of series
touhou projects

PSAthe list you're about to see is a condensate of things, mostly fictional, that I hate - it be characters, ships or whole pieces of fiction.YOU are allowed to like these and it's good that they make you happy. Most of these things are popular for good reasons but are just not for me. The few exceptions are obvious problematic ones that may be figuring on the list.I will not come at you for being into any of these things, the max I do is block you. Please don't come at me for disliking something you love because again, I would never come into your dms to shame you for it.I also do not wish to get into discourses. I don't perticularly want to explain why I dislike this or that.

.^{ship-wise, yes most of them are straight. i'm a trans gay-leaning person and I'm just overall not comfortable with fictional straight ships, it be canon or fanon. I however bare no discomfort towards straight people irl, i'm just selective with the fictional things I interact with.and before you come at me with the "straightphobia", just keep in mind we live in a heteronormative world where "straightphobia" doesn't kill, but homophobia does. that said, i'm not "straightphobic", just a person who favors and feels most comfortable interacting with ships that match my own preferences.read all of it? you may} proceed